BSBN John runs a tough class during the day and there were only a few advanced belts. We get sent to spare with teacher Eric 2 vs 1. Physically, I've been feeling really slow. I'm not getting my kicks chambered and extended fast enough. There isn't any spring in my step. I was getting pretty frustrated and when the other guy sparring keeps holding my leg, I got angry and went after him a little bit too hard. I went to the head gear, but I went in around 75% instead of 50. I felt spiritually weak after that exchange. I let my frustrations with my physical abilities change how I faced my opponents. I will work on keeping control of my feelings and remembering that because of my size I could hurt someone. That can create hurt feeling on their part, and I don't want that.
I'm sitting here thinking about how much development I need to make physically, mentally and spiritually. That I can change my attitude. Snap. Just like that. Those words we say in class are very true.
See you tomorrow at the MMA Fight Night and the In-house tournament this Saturday.
Jeremy
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